DARK PART OF ME

I will fight you to the quick
and bone, I will fight until
I find myself all alone as I
have always been.

I will find myself and who I
really am, not needing anyone
else to guild me by my hand.

I can see dark and I can see
light, my words do not always
tell you the whole story that
I try to hide.

I have my own insight of what
life should be, sometimes even
my own words can frighten me and chase me back into hiding.

I need my time to be alone, I need
something to call my own,no sharing, no caring,just me in the dark writing words that even I will never again read.

Just another part of me!

A CHILDHOOD DREAM

Childhood dreams turned to dust

As I walk down these halls

I search to see a picture hanging on the walls of me.

I bunk in a room with friends I have grown to love

We all wish for a happy home.

A birthday party and sleep over too

A motherand father to hear you say I love you.

Wishing to have what others do,

Playing a game of baseball or
Two Arms to hold me when I have a nightmare

A kiss to my cheek to remind me my family is near.

A hopeless dream of a better life,
wishing for so much more

As I wake up to the same lonely sight.

Another child cries in his sleep,

He reminds me of my own terrifying dreams.

I buckle down on my knee once more

And pray for the same things

I did the night before

A happy home is all I want

And a family just to call my own

I may never get my childhood dreams

I may never walk down a hall to
see a picture of me

But I can dream of a family and pretend they are near

Sometimes this dries my down pouring tears.

UNTITILED

Sometimes in life u feel so blue

But someone somewhere is not happy as you.

Far at the border when a soldier sleeps,

Missing his loved ones he silently
weeps.

Somewhere a mother painfully sighs,

Because her new-born baby didn't open its eyes.

Somewhere a poor dad silently cries,

Seeing his son begging a bowl of rice.

In an orphnage a little girlis sad,

When she misses her mum& dad.

When reason to smile u may not have any

Just say to yourself that u r happier than many :)

Because life is beautiful & not always blue,

And some1 somewhere is not happy as you!