DARK PART OF ME

I will fight you to the quick
and bone, I will fight until
I find myself all alone as I
have always been.

I will find myself and who I
really am, not needing anyone
else to guild me by my hand.

I can see dark and I can see
light, my words do not always
tell you the whole story that
I try to hide.

I have my own insight of what
life should be, sometimes even
my own words can frighten me and chase me back into hiding.

I need my time to be alone, I need
something to call my own,no sharing, no caring,just me in the dark writing words that even I will never again read.

Just another part of me!

A CHILDHOOD DREAM

Childhood dreams turned to dust

As I walk down these halls

I search to see a picture hanging on the walls of me.

I bunk in a room with friends I have grown to love

We all wish for a happy home.

A birthday party and sleep over too

A motherand father to hear you say I love you.

Wishing to have what others do,

Playing a game of baseball or
Two Arms to hold me when I have a nightmare

A kiss to my cheek to remind me my family is near.

A hopeless dream of a better life,
wishing for so much more

As I wake up to the same lonely sight.

Another child cries in his sleep,

He reminds me of my own terrifying dreams.

I buckle down on my knee once more

And pray for the same things

I did the night before

A happy home is all I want

And a family just to call my own

I may never get my childhood dreams

I may never walk down a hall to
see a picture of me

But I can dream of a family and pretend they are near

Sometimes this dries my down pouring tears.

UNTITILED

Sometimes in life u feel so blue

But someone somewhere is not happy as you.

Far at the border when a soldier sleeps,

Missing his loved ones he silently
weeps.

Somewhere a mother painfully sighs,

Because her new-born baby didn't open its eyes.

Somewhere a poor dad silently cries,

Seeing his son begging a bowl of rice.

In an orphnage a little girlis sad,

When she misses her mum& dad.

When reason to smile u may not have any

Just say to yourself that u r happier than many :)

Because life is beautiful & not always blue,

And some1 somewhere is not happy as you!

UNTITLED

Your beauty shines like no other

Your eyes sparkles in the moonlight sky

You have the body of the oceans

As wild as it can be

Your heartbeat is the only music

Unless my heart have every reason.!

At last, you made me see a whole new season.

AWOKEN DREAM

I should stop waiting for the nightmare to end

I should realise that i woke up from a beautiful dream

And the world...

The world is the nightmare in which we are all trapped.

PORTRAIT OF A PAINTED HEART

I remember how things used to be

I remember lying in the green fields

I see painted in my mind a beautiful picture

A memory that is fading like a blister

Its hard to look ahead when all i know is the past

Its hard to look back knowing that time did'nt last

I wish to see the 'old' you
That person i once knew

Memories confused

Like an ocean storm

Trapped within me...

I have to be strong

I write this words to understand this storm

Hoping to calm it so i can sail again
And once more..

Find rest...

With a new soul i call the best.

SCENT OF THE HEART

The might that cause the light in my heart to shine so bright...

Has lost sight..

For the contractions to pump right

My energy depleted by my transparent aura

My atmosphere completed by the comet aurora

Will heaven be the promised holy land?

Is hell cast inside the flames of sand?

Will time tell me the space of sense?

Will my soul lavender with scent?

Patiently waiting for the clear scent of my heart.

HEART WHISPER

In the darkness of the night so lonely

I wanted to suprise your eyes once again

Your sensual look was stronger than me

I asked the moon from pain to rescue me

The stars twinkled and told me

That love will very soon bring you to me

I thought it was the voice of my wish inside of me

Left with tears only...
I was lost completely.

UNHEALED CUTS

I am not a perfect head
I never said i was...

I am not an imprisoned soul!
Waiting for an expensive bus..
What i am is a delicate heart
But it's chipped in bits and parts

I sat alone in the curvy rain
Nobody is ready to understand my pain

I had to cry tears of blood
And bear severe unhealed cuts

I am just another lost soul
That is waiting to be found

Maybe i am just another liability
You really don't want around

I am just falling through the air
And i'm about to hit the ground
Am i expecting anyone to catch me?

Maybe no one wants me around
I had to cry tears of blood
And bear severe unhealed cuts.

FEAR

Fear is a fungus
that grows amongst us
Rapidly in dark places
Underneath our braces

The most powerful of doors
That closes up the words
In the light of our hearts
With million thunder watts

Then, it became the dragon
The dragon at the gate
It denies our strong call
when we are about to fall

I fear to be wrong
My tears are not drowned
An extreme shivery fight
Of truth in my light

My fear needs slow healing
Precisely appealing
I fear to trust my truth
When i'm in proof

What can allay such fear?
Eligible clever wear!
I accept slow limitations
A fear needs no imitations

Listen to your fear...
With a wise open ear
What are you afraid of?
You ask yourself why!

As you go into the fear
With eyes open
hearts open
And courage flowing freely...

You will then see
That fear is an empty room
Not a stringless broom

Fear is as strong...
As avoidance of it

The greater the reluctance
To perceive your own fear..
The more power you allow
To feel your own tears

Fear is unknown
Needs not be prolonged
It tickles your hormones
And build through your bones

Ask yourself deeper
in the realities of weepers
Feel the plans of a wise heart
As we uncover the fearless part

I feel its presence coming
from the nerves i can feel it crawling

I walk through it..
I am safe!

In reality we do pray
Never mistook it with play
There's a fear in our hearts

I ask myself once
Can i destroy fear?
well! Knwing its nature
It is a less powerful force

Fear is looking at the mirror
And making faces with pillows

When it never recalled
Then, we will be safe

When you fear a tiger
You lost your own fibre
When you fear a snake
Then you are awake.

GONE WITH THE WIND

A lonely seagul flies the wind
Majestic.. Soaring.. Gliding wings

My spirit floats to be a part
I feel the beating of its heart

My soul, one with this birds of sea
Now knows the meaning to fly free

I feel the winds caress my soul
And soar the streams without a goal

My being trembles of delight
A treasure i recieved so dearly tonight.

INTIMATE THOUGHTS

I don't want to show my emotions
Or tell you how i feel

I just want to know the difference
Between what is fake and what is real

I remember how the sky loved me
How we wrote our names on the sand

I remember how the cloud welcomed you
With a clear open arms.

LIGHT BEHIND A SHADOW

There's a price of honor
To a special donor
There's a life of sparkles
To who do not baffles

As you light the fearless candle
I believe you can also handle
So much to what light can give
So much to sparkle indeed!

There's a light behind a shadow
Where darkness is in pursuit
A shadow unseen in darkness
A shadow in trail through our hearts

My heart tells me so much
My mind slants without rush
I have seen shadows in an enchanted shade
As i shove gravels with a light weighted spade

Should you ever need a shadow behind you?
It would be right there before you fall..
And for the trials of so many good reasons at all
The shadow will surely take you home.

WHEN THE PAIN ITCHES...

Great men in painted hearts
With colors of black
Accelerates and triggered
Mine painful tooth ache

Souls laid to rest
In a moving wagon with no brakes
And still...
It filterates and elongates
Mine painful tooth ache

Marchants watch in silence
On a wheeling cart of gold
And still...
It perpetrates and penetrates
Mine painful tooth ache

Medieval rights in ancestral souls
Were you lost?
What makes a gentle heart black
And heartless?
Is it a test of weakness and strength within the psyche?

I am angry in the blood
Never hungry when i speak
Until when the pain itches...

VOW

As a kid i vowed to refresh amends
Destined to realise my true friends
Appreciating nerves within my guts
I hardly pay for a wrong
Until it makes me strong
My heart skips a bit faster
Whenever i feel there's a master
My vow is not an intimidation
But perception and recognition
It goes on through time
A principle that sees me through
Filtered and refreshed within my very own

I vow never to disagree
Beyond a vivid pedigree
What is ugly to many
May be so colorful to me
I pretend as if the best
But ceased to lead the rest
Because i was seven yards left behind

As a principle i struggle with loyalty
Vow i chose will always affirm
An oath that many had failed to see
A secret that lies within
A promise i stood by
In every inch of the way

I was able to sail through an unhealthy sea
Survived the pressures of a lifeless tree
I stand out and i believe
There was never a peach without a native soil
Journey through never ending school
An example to carry on

Grudge is to a grocer
What pain is to me
Beneath my slow sailing
Above all i am still sailing
Until i get to a certain point
Where i can sail no more.

TRYING TIMES

We have seen the shadows of archers and gunners
We have seen the trials of masters and servants
We have seen the harmony of warriors and barbarians
We have seen wars of the roses and the tulips
We have seen gaps between sailors and pirates
We have seen the difference among heroes and villains
We have seen the line between eating and starving
We experience dreams and live our realities

The sky is a distant place in time
A little close to the clouds
The knee of the strongest knight bleeds
Eye of the amazon shed a tear
In light and darkness we try
Until the times tried is tried no more.

WINDS OF CHANGE

Never stand against heavy breeze
Always yield to become part of the wind
If change be so stressful
I remain fair and faithful
To the whirling of the wind
For the changes it will bring

Change is a reflection
Wind blowin' in my direction
True hearts filled with wonders
As change crave through thunders
Reflecting the very own vision
Regardless of blazes

If you were to climb
The highest mountain behind
Look at your world
You are forever not blind
What you will see..
Is more light than darkness
More hate than love
More violence than peace
All striving for a change

They are calling for help
They are lost and they are fearful
Knowing not what else to do
They shout and they scream
They strike out through the wind.

PURE BEAUTY

Broken ceramics
Sea shelves on the surface
Feathery piece of fur in the gap
Water dripping from a tap

A wave of snowballs
To the dawn of waterfalls
Peeping through the hole
Our patience says it all

Some of you want to see
Only what is already lighted
Hoping to avoid
What is still in darkness

From where i came from
As pure as my world
It needs not be pitiful
In order to be beautiful

Then a butterfly will sing
In a deep fairy stream
Spread out pure odd colors
With gestures and more bright colors

Sight from afar that glows
As white as snow shore
Like a panda not a boar
Pure beauty will show

If i were an insect
And you were a grass
Remind to dissect
Where true beauty lies

If it needs intervention
With utmost pure tension
Then, what is beauty?
An air tension process.

LACES OUT

Whenever the strong looses
I wore my shoe laces out
My feet glanced up to my mouth
I was aware..
Always conscious on how the strong stands
How it knocks the crawling ants
Strength of my words is weakening the pages
Horses and ducks still battling for ages

Whenever the weak wins..
I wore my shoe laces out
You clearly can never tell
How the weak can shout victory
Or end up slowly in a cemetry
Is the weak dubious or plain notorious?
Maybe frustrated or simply inglorious
Laces of strings and thread
On a sneaker with love from a friend..

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A CALL UNANSWERED

Destiny always finds a path. A rose that blossoms glitters without a spark. Speaking in light... Like the eagle's eye in the night. A voice unheard from afar.From a distant mile beneath a cherry tree. Not a whisper heard by the wind. Indeed... The call is Unanswered.

A CALL UNANSWERED

Destiny always finds a path A rose that blossoms glitters without a spark. Speaking in light... Like the eagle's eye in the night A voice unheard from afar.From a distant mile beneath a cherry tree. Not a whisper heard by the wind. Indeed... The call is Unanswered.